So, I am posting a blog out of frustration. You all probably don't want to read a blog about frustration., but oh well. Considering how long it has been since I have blogged you should be happy there is a new post at all! :)

So, I am sure that this will end up sounding pretty lame and petty but most vents of frustration do....

I am so frustrated with where I am at right now. I hate not having a job. It pretty much sucks all around. One would think it would be great since I get to just lay around all day and watch television...however, the joy of daytime television tends to vanish after 5 months. lol Shocking I know.

I am frustrated with what little resembelance to a schedule I have in a week. Each week I do exatly the same thing on each day of the week. It kinda sucks though ya know because say there is something that someone asks me to do and I don't want to do it...I have really no exscuse not to...and they know it. I have no life therefore I have no excuse to not do whatever it is that they want me to. It is highly annoying.

I'm tired of all my perfectly good stuff sitting behind my parents couch. I would love to be able to have all my books set up or to actually use the kitchen stuff I have...but that doesn't appear to be happening anytime soon. It will just continue to collect dust I guess.

It is easy to roll your eyes and think how annoying it is that I don't have any responsibilities...but when you really think about it isn't that the sadest part. I have no responsibilities. It doesn't matter if I get up in the morning. No one will care.

What am I doing with my life? I keep thinking that there is a reason that I haven't found a job yet. Maybe there is a reason I have all this free time on my hands. I just don't know what it is. I try to be useful and to do things that might actually mean something in the long run...but I still feel like I am wasting my time.

Anyway, this blog is dumb, and I am probably not making any sense anyway. Plus you all are jelous and wish that you had no life...which is really missing the point if you ask me...